Anxiety:

[mightyjesse]

It's very strange... I've been very depressed and on edge lately for NO REASON. I mean, I'm always iffy about crowds, but people trying to congratulate me on my engagement at the stock pavilion, though unexpected (wasn't that like... a million years ago that we announced that?!) shouldn't have brought me that closed to an anxiety attack. Seriously I've never felt anything like it. I almost burst into tears and hid in the bathroom.

Depression I can handle. Weird anxiety attacks like that are a new beast.

I haven't the faintest notion what could be causing this mood slump. I have nothing but happy things to report... And yet I'm very, very tired and cranky as hell. I don't want to play with string, and even WoW seems too complicated to be worthwhile...

And OF COURSE this didn't start until the day after I had my doctor's appointment. What the hell? This smacks of hormonal imbalance, but which hormones and why? Nothing's really changed lately but my fiber intake... And god knows that shouldn't affect my mood this way... If Metamucil caused anxiety attacks, the old folks home would be WAY more entertaining to visit...

** The first person to suggest that I may be pregnant is getting poked in the eye with a sharp stick. Seriously. Leave off already.

Comments

[teffan.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's a delayed reaction to coming back to "reality" after the big trip? I seem to always get a sort of post-trip let-down where I don't want to be around anyone, not even to share the cool stories. So being overwhelmed by well-wishers would fit in with that...

this

[krkhst.livejournal.com]

would have been my thought, as I have the same thing happen. When you add in the proposal, and the rush that would have added, I would have just guessed it was (at least in part) a let down from all of that.....

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[jinglymushroom.livejournal.com]

Thirded!